another year older and I grew to learn to be grateful ;)

There's this huge power of cards... especially handwritten ones.
It's like when I read them, I can picture the writer writing the card and somehow a barely audible voice of the writer reading the card to me will appear. heh. I just got this fuzzy wuzzy feeling while reading the cards(and notes) that I've got this year. Thanks my lovely girls :)

Of course, most of the time only girls will do such things right? :)
I really love cards and long messages.

Sometimes I ask myself what have I done to deserve this amount of love that I've got from friends. I really ought to cherish everyone and count my blessings. There are people who we don't meet up often but we will always be dear to each other and I am really glad I found them. Though I can't make everyone love me and neither can I please everyone, I am glad that there are people who choose to stay by choice though sometimes I really feel that I am undeserving of their love.

Then again, life often revolves around surprises, routines and disappointments.
I guess sometimes when you're too close to someone, things get taken for granted... somehow... gradually.

I wonder if I am the only person who like to relate things? Like a certain time of a year, I will think of how I spent it the year before and reminisce. It happens every year. Like Christmas, birthday, Valentine's day etc.? heh, I can't be the only weirdo around if this is considered weird.

Hmm, still waiting for the insane moment \O/
I believe love involves two person making the same impulse decision, deciding to take a plunge together. heh, I don't know how long I can hold this belief for but right now, I still hold on to this belief. I know la, I am no longer a teen since I am officially twenty years old now and youth is short for girls but hmm, I guess I still have some time left on my hands? :D /refusetoadmitthatIamold

Ah, less than a year left to save up for 21st party... probably gonna be a normal one... oh wait, $___$
Hmm, I would very much like it to be at some hotel but it will only mean filtering the guest list like major cut-down.

Anyway, it is the time of the year again! Year end = Christmas and all the get-together sessions.
Hmm, counting down to 4th December already. Oh, I need to start studying soon and I've been saying it for a week or so but still... :( Worse still, I gonna start working soon. /sigh. Y do I hv to worry about money? :(

Alright, still~ with a grateful heart, I shall take it as a test (doesn't mean I will not fail it) of my time management and control. Goodbye~ rainy days are meant for snuggling in bed.